Wednesday, 6 May 2026

Post No. 3,445 - some further life reflections: sequential challenges/struggles against nonBPM/evil (~563 words; 4 minutes)

a golden dawn backlights grass stems leaning from left to right, and glistening with water droplets like gems 

Photo by Sardar Faizan on Unsplash 
(a golden dawn backlights grass stems leaning from left to right, and glistening with water droplets like gems)  

  

Something I have done quite a bit of over the last few years is reflecting on this life's journey. 

In many ways, one of, if not the, main aims in my life has been defeaating the evil known as neoliberalism

This is something that many others have been part of, and my role has probably been similar to that of a mid-level manager, in many ways. 

For context, I had some experience of being a ... foot soldier (actually, I was quite seriously told I was cannon fodder) in the struggle against that form of totalitarianism known as communism in the USSR ... and my work on advanced forms of working with energy is for use by those in the next great struggle - whatever that will be (I won’t try to guess, let alone write about what I think it could be: it is not for me to know, and my perceptions are coloured by the current multiple, major struggles)

My life was not as well focused or clearly directed as I would have liked, but there were also other, personal lessons to go through (and, in some of those, I have realised that some warnings/admonishments/abjurations were from ... future me 😊 )

Be that as it may, in terms of the struggle against neoliberalism, the world is getting close to having a sufficiently adequate majority against that evil that it will be overcome - and, to quite an extent, much as with the vote that overthrew Orbán in Hungary, it is coming out of people who are experiencing the long- and thoroughly predicted shortcomings of that system.  

One of the reasons I was so willing to resist neoliberalism was that its flaws were so blindingly obvious - as were the flaws of those greedy, gullible, egregiously amathiac fools who allowed themselves to be duped by its lies and scammed by the mirages of its agents and their too miraculous claims. 

Unfortunately, while the evil system is starting to fall, the flaws that enabled it still at least partially still present ... I would suspect in a majority of the weak fools who enabled it. 

And that is why these problems keep recurring - in a changed form, it is true, but, much as the struggle against bigotry will only be won when we address bigotry itself, rather than whatever form it has found to act through of late, so too will the sequence of spiritual and moral and character challenges only stop when we start addressing the personal flaws that make them possible. 

PS - the separate, deeper, nuanced examinations of spirituality, psychic matters, and consciousness based approaches to UAPs/UFOs is helping the world to move towards addressing those flaws, but that work - excellent thought it is - is not yet being done at the necessary scale.  

 

Finally, one of the many problems of heavy psychic work is that it is not conducive to normal human connections, which means I am entering the final stages of my life, with its physical struggles to stay alive (breathing is an effort, at times) with no support - and, in fact, owing to some all too human decisions by me, with still active obligations that will see me going back to work. 

Life is a mix of the great and small, and we can fail or flourish on everything on that scale ...  



Possible flaws 

Where I can, I will try to highlight possible flaws / issues you should consider: 

  • there may be flawed logical arguments in the above: to find out more about such flaws and thinking generally, I recommend Brendan  Myers’ free online course “Clear and Present Thinking” 
  • I could be wrong - so keep your thinking caps on, and make up your own minds for yourself.

 

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Remember: we generally need to be more human being rather than human doing, to mind our MÓ•gan, and to acknowledge that all misgendering is an act of active transphobia/transmisia that puts trans+ lives at risk & accept that all insistence on the use of “trans” as a descriptor comes with commensurate use of “cis” as a descriptor to prevent “othering” (just as binary gendered [men’s and women’s] sporting teams are either both given the gender descriptor, or neither).

#PsychicABetterWorld   and  

Note that I am cutting back on aspects of my posts - see here, and Gnwmythr is pronounced new-MYTH-ear  

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Tuesday, 5 May 2026

Post No. 3,444 - lessons and an observation

So ... I mentioned I had experienced tech problems: I thought for most of a night that I would have to buy a new laptop, which I cannot really afford to do. However, after starting to get some extra back up (emergency access - my multiple on- and off-line back ups meant I was never at risk of losing any significant work) systems in place, I found the problem was in the keyboard, not the device - and I can afford to replace that. 

The night was an interesting one from the point of view of managing a meltdown - walking, not my breathing exercises, was the most useful action for me. I suspect that, for less severe events, breathing would be of greater benefit. 

We never stop leaarning ... which is exhausting to the point of occasionally overwhelming. 

And I still have more work to do to finish setting up the systems I want (I lost a lot of settings I had set up over the years) - and the current workaround so I can type is slow and clumsy, so I am looking forward to a new keyboard. 

 

And, on work, I will likely to starting in a day job in the not-too-distant future, and may have to cut back my work here and on SubStack. I will, however, continue to BPM do as much of the work of this blog as possible, and well as my blog-style writing (the books will go to a further back backburner)

 

And on writing, I have been noticing interactions on SubStack between progressive women (i.e., feminists) and other women suffering from toxic femininity, toxic loyalty, and something that is a little like toxic cowardice but actually is more like ... fear-driven/bullied into victims-doing-harm toxic subservience/compliance”. 

When I finish analysing that, I’ll write something on SubStack.  



Possible flaws 

Where I can, I will try to highlight possible flaws / issues you should consider: 

  • there may be flawed logical arguments in the above: to find out more about such flaws and thinking generally, I recommend Brendan  Myers’ free online course “Clear and Present Thinking” 
  • I could be wrong - so keep your thinking caps on, and make up your own minds for yourself.

 

If you appreciated this post, please share it. I am now on SubStack, Patreon, 
and you can support me at PayPal (or PayPal Repeating Support Optionsor Ko-Fi 
Any and all support will be greatly appreciated, and will aid me in continuing this work
 

 

Remember: we generally need to be more human being rather than human doing, to mind our MÓ•gan, and to acknowledge that all misgendering is an act of active transphobia/transmisia that puts trans+ lives at risk & accept that all insistence on the use of “trans” as a descriptor comes with commensurate use of “cis” as a descriptor to prevent “othering” (just as binary gendered [men’s and women’s] sporting teams are either both given the gender descriptor, or neither).

#PsychicABetterWorld   and  

Note that I am cutting back on aspects of my posts - see here, and Gnwmythr is pronounced new-MYTH-ear  

Copyright © Kayleen White 2007-2026     NO AI   I do not consent to any machine learning aka Artificial Intelligence (AI), generative AI, large language model, machine learning, chatbot, or other automated analysis, generative process, or replication program to reproduce, mimic, remix, summarise, or otherwise  replicate any part of this post or other posts on this blog via any means. Typos may be inserrted deliberately to demonstrate this is not an AI product.     Otherwise, fair and reasonable use is accepted under Creative Commons 4.0 on an Attribution-ShareAlike basis https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/